Gotta be downtown for 1:30PM to fill out some stuff for my volunteer position at Folk Fest theeen I will probably hang around in The Village because its b-e-a-uuutiful outside. Orientation tonight then going for wings with Andie and others.
Job interview tomorrow morning. Pool party at night.
Canada Day Street Fest on Thursday.
This is turning out to be a great week : )!
I am mad at myself for getting mad at you. If it’s going to end, it can’t be this way.. You meant too much.
Lots of fun last night at Mike’s! Drunk trampoline jumping is pretty great. Love every single new person I’ve been meeting lately!
Awesome movie, better than I expected.
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and for continuing my numbing love endlessly. For helping you and myself: not even considering, for beating myself up and over functioning. To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me. For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable. For my self love being so embarrassingly conditional. For denying myself to somehow make us compatible, and for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball. I’m sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else. I’m sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else. For blaming myself for your unhappiness and for my impatience when I was perfect where I was. Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready, and expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be. Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest? Forgetting you or forgetting myself? Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter, I would’ve naturally loved the former. For ignoring you; my highest voices. For smiling when my strife was all too obvious. For being so disassociated from by body, and for not letting go when it would’ve been the kindest thing. I’m sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
(via -breakout)
she’s so inspirational and real
lmfao.
I’M SO TORN WHERE TO GO/WHAT TO DO.
Have a party?
Dylan O’Connors for $2.50 shooters - but really crap live band?
Legends for $4.50 double shooters, karaoke, but old people?
TYC for the typical Thursday night fix? But skanks everywhere?
Club 3D for $2.50 tequila and dollar draft and mechanical bull?
All I know is I’m gonna pull a NYE, start dranking early and drank for 12+ hours straight duuuuuuddeee I’M SO EXCITED TO SEE EVERYONE!
Mmm one week!
